Counting down...20 more days. I am starting to get chocked up whenever I think about the big change i am making. Not because i am scared or worried about the unknown but most about leaving my job and words of inspiration that have been told to me.
Examples:
A couple of days ago, i went and talked to my manager to tell her that if she needed me to help make the back office schedule that I would continue to help her and long as she wants. She said she was upset and couldn't talk about it. I asked her if she was upset at me for something, upset at the situation, or upset about something else. She said that she was upset about losing me. I thought I was going to break down then and there. Though I feel overworked and under-appreciated by the company, all the workers along with my office manager have never treated me like that. They have always encouraged me and thanked me for any help.
Another co-worker said to me, "I'm proud of you, that took a lot of courage!"
Another said that she thinks I am making a great decision.
The support I am receiving has been soo much appreciated. I would not be the woman and hard worker I am today if it weren't for the family, friends, and woman in my life today. I would not be the person I am today if it weren't for the woman I work with. I went 15 years without working and ELFP was my first job after that many years. They have taught me about how to be a hard-worker and team-player. They have taught me how to look outside of the box to analyze things pertaining to my job. they have taught me way more to the medial field than I ever learned in school. And most of all during while they taught me these things, they were my friends. They listened to me when i needed to vent, put up with me when I would lose my temper, forgave me when i made mistakes, and patient with me when they taught me something new. Even on days like today when it has been a hard day at work, I don't want to leave them but I have to do what is best for my and my family's future. I wish there was some other way but there isn't.
They will just have to get use to me visiting often and bugging the crap out of them.
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