Today I woke ups feeling very weird. I felt like electrical shocks were going though the left side of body especially when i stood up. Right now, I am in the medical field. So, I think I have gained some sort of knowledge on what is what. I didn't feel like I was having a heart attack but i started worrying about a stroke or something serious. But, I am usually stubborn about anything major medical going on with me. I will get the little things check out but anything major I put off. I think it is part denial and part I don't want to look like a fool if it turns out to be nothing. So, even with the symptoms, I tried to go about my day. I took Jess and Catherine to the college to get them set for college, I took Aaron 2ce to get him registered for high school cause his previous school screwed up with his transcripts. But by 3pm I couldn't ignore the symptoms and so went to the doctor. Everything looked good. It could have just been anxiety. I decided to come home and rest. I am feeling a little better now.
While I was at work, I found out that the girl I like to replace my job was hired but they will only allow me to train her for one day. I thought that I would be working there until the 26th but now my last day is this Friday. It didn't help with my anxiety much. I was so upset cause I wasn't ready to leave that soon. I thought that I would have a couple more weeks to say my goodbyes but now it is ending more abruptly. I am going to miss working with everyone terribly. Well I am going to cherish my next 4 days with everyone and make the best of it.
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